张韶涵 - 蓝眼睛

你的眼睛 藍色的一面海
總是太安靜 像是會有暴風雨
呼喚一個夏季 也許那天都逝去
海面閃著淚 像夢境

你的眼睛 閃爍的一面海
平靜地嘆息 灑了一片碎玻璃
穿過一座島嶼 也許那天都死去
海面閃著淚 像夢

作一場冒險的表演 走過千秋萬歲 寂寞的雲煙
下雨天 沒有地點可以擱淺
拍一張分別的紀念 努力遠走高飛 失眠的海面
地平線 彩虹消失在一瞬間

其實從頭到尾 誰又得到了水仙
其實從頭到尾 走了錯誤的航線
讓海水都沒去你我的臉 閉上眼
回到原點 一個語言兩個世界

作一場冒險的表演 走過千秋萬歲 寂寞的雲煙
下雨天 沒有地點可以擱淺
拍一張分別的紀念 努力遠走高飛 失眠的海面
地平線 彩虹消失在一瞬間

XOXO,

Vivian

Goodbye 2010

One more day to be exact.. >.<


The biggest fear of all, and I'm done with it >>> STPM


I'm saying goodbye to high school life forever. It may be something good for others, but i truly don't sound that good to me.. For the past 13 years, i spent my time at school. Somehow, there are people telling me what to do.

Since Standard One, I'm supposed to study hard and get good results for my UPSR.
Then came Form 1 where I'm supposed to study for PMR.
Then i did my Form 4 and 5 to sit for my SPM. After my SPM, i wasn't sure what course to take or which college to enter. All my highschool mates started entering colleges, and I was there, stuck, nowhere to go.
Then i decided to have my STPM, and now that its done, I'm not sure where to go now...

I've wanted to enter a course which has got something to do with either environments or marine. But universities that offer these courses are so far from home. I'm OK with it, but my Mum wasn't. She wanted me to take other courses, and enter UKM, UPM, or UM.
I know these universities are closer to my home, but they're hard to get in, and needs a good CGPA. I'm not really sure about that~

Then, i found a Kindergarten job through a friend, and I'm officially starting work next Monday..
I've heard from the headmistress about how the little monsters are acting, but I've decided to give it a try. At least its better than staying at home alone when both my brothers start school next year..


Things I've done this year~~:
1) House hopping during CNY

2) Form 5 gathering

3) Biology project

4) Visited the Parliament

5) Got my first colored contacts

Black

6) Climbed Broga hill

7) Dissected a mouse

8) Did my class page for our school magazine (Kind of forced everyone to take pictures..)

9)Primary school gathering

10) Joined P 53

11) Got to join Graduation by LUCK~

12）My 19th birthday

Prezzies from classmates~

Birthday card from Bi~

This is also from Bi..

Good and bad things happened this year..

Really, really bad things which has broken my hearts a few times happened too (Those who know me in real will know what I mean)..

But the good thing is, they're all gone..

"Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right.  ~Oprah Winfrey"

XOXO,

Vivian

清醒点!!!

永远没有一个人是你离不开的，现在离不开的，不代表永远离不开。没有什么是你放弃不了的，

你不放弃的可能会先放弃你也说不定。

一个人生活虽然很难，但也必须学会一个人，不要轻易依赖别人。

这是为了防止你身边的人都离开的时候，你还可以好好活下去。

生病的时候，自己要重视自己，不能等着哪个谁来重视你。

等到那时候，你会发现自己不管是身体还是心灵都已经很难受了。

别人和你说的话，不管出于什么初衷，能信但不能全信。

但是，别人说的时候，尽量认真听，仔细回应，这是对人的尊重。

不要轻易对人多愁善感，就算你是真的多愁善感。别人可能不能理解你的多愁善感，也没这个义务和责任。

这样的话，你想的发泄就变成了自取其辱和加深痛苦。

没有必要去嫉妒别人的成绩，人缘，地位，奖学金之类。

原因有五：1，别人可能真的付出得比你多，只不过你没看到。

2，这些东西只能带来一时的满足，而不是永久的满足，不要也罢。

3，这里面有你玩不来的游戏规则，玩的来的人也都挺累的。

4，你有不如人的，就一定有比别人好的，静待时机。

5，不争抢这些，你的朋友会更多。

在爱情，要客观的看。你们在一起，不一定要有一个目的和目标，未来是未知的。

不要嚷着别人什么都对你负责。

不要为了摆脱寂寞，轻易在一起，要对别人的真心负责，要让你的爱对得起良心。

你爱的人也是普通人，懂得原谅他们犯的错误，懂得接受他们指出你的缺点和不足。

男生不要轻易说出与承诺有关的话，女生不要轻易做需要别人承诺或负责的事。

学会在某种程度上，保护好自己。

即使爱的火热，也要给自己和对方一个空间，让你们看得清楚，活得自在。

分了手，就别去打扰彼此的生活。见了面，不要苦大仇深，大方地笑一下也不会死。

XOXO,

Vivian

A' Famosa, Melaka

Celebrated my Christmas at A' Famosa, Melaka with my aunts and cousins. We spent a night there at their Villa. It's a bungalow with four rooms, a kitchen and a living room. We cooked ourselves steamboat for dinner. It was more like boiled meatballs and sausages. The table was too small for all of us to fit in, so Mum and my aunts boiled all the food, and asked us to serve ourselves.... We had to bring almost EVERYTHING there, from fork and spoons to pots and table cloths...

Dinner~

Me~

After dinner, we went to the Carnival at Cowboy's Town.

It's kinda' lika an animal show, where animals walk in front of you, and you can feed them food, and take photos with the Red Indians and so on..

I actually think for this kind of show, the entrance is quite expensive...

But it's OK lah.. Once a year, for the Christmas celebration.... 

Red Indian show

Then there was many many other performances and fireworks too.. Lazy to upload lah~ Takes sooo long... >.<

P.S. Are there any ways to upload pictures faster? And a few photos in a time? Can anyone teach me how?

XOXO,

Vivian

Roller shoes~!!!

I went for roller with my classmates just now.. Just came back home, and my butt still hurts alot from the falling.

It was my first time, so sure will fall N times XD

Left home in the morning around 10, and got stuck in the jam.. U know lah! working hours~
Then me and Bi had Dim Sum for breakfast. That restaurant was famous for it's Kai Wo Pau, but we didn't had any, cos we were too full already...

Rollers are really fun!! i managed to roll by myself after an hour or so, but not fast and I can't spin around or change directions. But it was still SUPER FUN~!!!

P.S. Using Blogger to upload photos take ages~~~~ Check my Facebook for more pictures..

XOXO,

Vivian

Final Day..

Today is the LAST day of STPM!!
Waited for this day to come for song loong already~

About my papers.. Just had Chem P1 today, and it was really really tough.. I think I'm gonna fail my Chemistry paper, and Maths paper too.. DIE DIE DIE!!!

Biology and PA was slightly better.. At least i had a 40/50 for Bio, and 50/60 for PA..

Right after Chemistry today, I went to McDonald's with Bi for breakfast.. Then went home and played games non-stop.. Had to fill back those time that I missed studying.

I felt that I have grown fat a little.. Because all I did last month was eat, sleep, sit and study..
And now, I just feel like going cycling and mountain climbing~


Went for steamboat for dinner with Mr. Ong, our Maths teacher just now~~

Group photo~

P.S. Going for rollers tomorrow.. Can't wait.. More to upload soon~

XOXO,

Vivian

Papers

I've just completed my Biology Paper 1 and 2, PA 2 and Chemistry 2..
Nothing went well except for Biology paper 1. Sad lar wei~~

There's nothing much I can do now.. Just hope to score better for better coming exams..


P.S. Does drinking Brands really help eh? O.o

XOXO,

Vivian